I lost my job in January and it was a big adjustment time with feeling lost. The kids were in school and hubby was on night shift so it was just me, at home, sitting on the sofa feeling lost for quiet a while. Finally I got a routine down and started to do me things.
Before I lost my job I would have panic attacks when I took off work. I had worked there for 13 years and financially I was able to cut back on my time and work part time. But every minute I was away from work I would feel anxious, and nervous. I had constant heartburn, and I finally told my doctor thinking I was having a heart attack. I had sever anxiety. She gave me a prescription and I did take it for a while but I didn't like the way it made me act, super chatty, scatter brained and so so tired. I weaned myself off of the medicine and tried to stay busy on my days off.
I was sad to see my job go but now almost five months later..... I LOVE BEING A STAY HOME WIFE & MOTHER! I do not know how I had time to do all the things I do in a day while I was working but I guess I managed. I no longer have anxiety, or heartburn. My kids are older, 19, 13 & 11 but I feel that I am closer than ever to them because when they get home, I'm here, I'm happy to see them, I not anxious, or tired or too busy. I'm just here waiting for them to tell me about their day.
Sorry to get sidetracked and off of the sewing but I guess that was the PLUS of Sew PLUS!
Paisley fabric for the Simplicity 4003 shirt dress.
Cutting out pattern pieces. I use larger washers for weights. So much easier than pinning!
I love making clothing out of recycled sheets. I feel that living in Florida and it's always so humid here, I like the feel of cotton on my skin.
I am hoping to get to the sewing machine some time tonight.
Until next time.....
Bonnie
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